Thursday, February 28, 2008

Angel Of Death

Auschwitz, the meaning of pain
The way that I want you to die
Slow death, immense decay
Showers that cleanse you of your life
Forced in
Like cattle
You run
Stripped of
Your lifes worth
Human mice, for the angel of death
Four hundred thousand more to die
Angel of death
Monarch to the kingdom of the dead
Sadistic, surgeon of demise
Sadist of the noblest blood

Destroying, without mercy
To benefit the aryan race

Surgery, with no anesthesia
Fell the knife pierce you intensely
Inferior, no use to mankind
Strapped down screaming out to die
Angel of death
Monarch to the kingdom of the dead
Infamous butcher,
Angel of death

Pumped with fluid, inside your brain
Pressure in your skull begins pushing through your eyes
Burning flesh, drips away
Test of heat burns your skin, your mind starts to boil
Frigid cold, cracks your limbs
How long can you last
In this frozen water burial?
Sewn together, joining heads
Just a matter of time
til you rip yourselves apart
Millions laid out in their
Crowded tombs
Sickening ways to achieve
The holocaust
Seas of blood, bury life
Smell your death as it burns
Deep inside of you
Abacinate, eyes that bleed
Praying for the end of
Your wide awake nightmare
Wings of pain, reach out for you
His face of death staring down,
Your blood running cold
Injecting cells, dying eyes
Feeding on the screams of
The mutants hes creating
Pathetic harmless victims
Left to die
Rancid angel of death
Flying free


Listen


You cut me open and I Keep, keep bleeding love

Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing’s greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don’t care what they say

I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I....

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it’s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I....

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I....

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

Friday, February 22, 2008

The Yogi...

In India at the time of Guru Nanak, there were many yogis. They lived alone, they did not marry, nor did they work for their living. They lived in meditation caves, wore coats made from many rags patched together (to indicate poverty) large earrings (to indicate that they heard only the Word of God) and they carried a begging bowl, a cow horn, a purse, a deerskin (for meditation) and a walking staff. With their unwashed and uncombed matted hair and their bodies covered with gray funeral ashes (to remind themselves of the constant presence of death) they practiced their yogic disciplines and lived apart from the villagers and common householders. They begged for their food, and ate only what they were given.

Guru Nanak’s meeting with the yogis is recorded in the Siri Guru Granth Sahib as the "Siddha Gosht". There are many shabds in the Siri Guru Granth Sahib where the yogis are addressed. The main purport of all these verses is that many who lived the lifestyle described above, were not true yogis at all (that is, one who is united with God… one who lives in a state of Union) but simply people caught up in their own rituals, self-righteousness, and pride.



The Poem "THE YOGI"


The Yogi fights the only battle worth fighting
He kills the five demons and sends them to hell.
By winning this battle he saves his whole family,
And he saves everyone in the world as well.

Night and day he lives awake,
He lives in a trance of pure delight.
In love with the One, he lives without fear,
And prays to serve only the One great Light.

He has the most priceless gift of all…
He’s satisfied - he lives at peace.
Deeply content in God’s meditation,
He sits detached, in sweet release.

He is the master of his mind.
While others feel themselves apart,
While others are wishing and hoping,
He contemplates God within his heart.

He lives in the house of unspeakable bliss
And is ever happy with the gift of God’s love.
He treats all people just the same.
No one below, no one above.

How can the Yogi do this?

Everything he sees is God,
He sees the Truth in everything.
In everyone, in every place,
In every sound he hears it ring.

He enters through the open door,
He makes the home of God his own,
He hears the music of the spheres,
His mind is pleased, his Way is known.

He wears the pure white robe of Nam.
He lives a life that’s filled with Truth.
He lives in wedded bliss with God.
He lives a life of self-control.
He lives aware of all that flows
In and out of all nine holes.

He walks the path of righteousness.
His mind is shining like the sun.
He feels at home in all three worlds,
And is a friend to everyone.

He travels deep within himself.
He cleans himself from inside out.
And bowing at his inner shrine,
He worships God within his mind.

His mind is steady, clear and true,
No need to fight, no need to argue.
What he says and what he means are one and the same.
He’s the master of his mind. He remembers the Name.

He is modest and kind, truthful and sweet.
He shares his virtues with all whom he meets.
He understands God’s Inner Command,
And sees the actions of God’s own hand.

With his mind immersed deep in the One,
Free from doubt… natural, pure,
He takes his seat in God’s true home,
And makes the will of God his own.

With a gentle touch, he controls his thoughts.
He is ever alert in body and mind.
He forgets himself, yet lives alone.
He knows this world is not his home.
He calls no single thing his own.

Moving easily through all the spaces
He gains True knowledge, sees many faces.
He lets go of his wanting, anger and conceit.
He needs little sleep and little to eat.

He eats just simple, natural fare.
Lives in balance, at ease, content.
His heart lotus is open wide.
He understands the Guru’s Word,
And merges with the God inside.

He is filled with God.
He holds fast to the root,
Sips nectar from the breast of life,
And lives in peace, beyond all strife.

Living deep…
Close to the core,
Breathing…
Breathing …
Nothing more.

The Yogi knows the way of the heart.
Wearing earrings of silence, he hears it all.
He follows the royal path of Raj Yog.
He ever serves the True Guru,
And easily sees what’s false and True.

The whole world is his wallet
Filled with kindness for all.
His walking staff is the One God’s Name.
His bowl is full of God’s meditation,
And he sees all places and beings the same.

He sits on the deerskin of the five elements
And the whole world comes to his door.
He roams freely through the city of his body,
His vision awakened, his heart at home.
While storms are raging all around,
The winds of desire just leave him alone.

He lives at peace through all the four ages.
A brother and friend to all saints and sages.
He is master of the earth, air, water and fire,
He roams through the ethers, lower and higher.

The Yogi is master of the cosmic sound
Wherever he sits there is music around.
He finds his horn in the star flung realms.
The unstruck sound is ever new.
He sings the glories of God and Guru.

Music always fills his mind.
For the yogi’s horn is God Himself,
God is the sound … God plays the tune.
His heart-sun enters the house of the moon.

He plays upon the untouched strings,
Vibrating… music of the spheres,
All tones merging into one,
The voice of God is what he hears.

His mind and breath are the gourds of his veena,
His fingerboard is the One True Lord,
On the strings of his heart, He plays clear and sweet.
He lives forever free from joy and sorrow,
And uses today to create tomorrow.

His mind is ever steady, though the winds of change blow strong.
His mind is ever clear, filled with music of the spheres.
He doesn’t praise or slander anyone.
He knows that "good" and "bad" are just a game.
To him pure gold and common iron are both spirit, just the same.

God is his personality. God is his form.
He’s beyond separation, death, and sorrow.
He keeps his lower self restrained.
In him, all virtues are contained.

He wears the earrings of the Word.
His coat is woven of forgiveness.
His bowl is full of universe and star.
Awareness is his walking stick.
He knows that God is never far.

To live in the constant presence of God
Is the ashes on his body.
His job is to ever praise the One.
His religion is the Guru’s Way.
He longs for God all night and day.

He kindles the fire of Divine vision,
With the fuel of his body and the bellows of love.
He burns all his doubt and smears the ashes on his body.
He lives in the warmth of that Divine flame
And ever begs for the One Lord’s Name.

In Divine knowledge, concentration, and Sangat
He is ever awake, with love in his heart.
With the needle of meditation and the thread of God’s Word
He lives to practice his most divine art.

He remembers the bright Lord and merges his Soul.
Union with God is his only goal.
He slays the five demons, keeps God clasped to his heart,
Remains fixed in God’s love, and is never apart.

He sees the One Lord in the moon and the sun.
He sees God’s light within everyone.
He sees God in the forest. He sees God in his home.
Full of awe … full of wonder … he is never alone.

All his rituals are drowned in singing God’s praises.
He dwells on the Name and begs for none else.
By Guru’s grace he is blessed with the highest respect.
God removes all his doubts, and unites him with Him.
God lives in his every fiber and limb.

His trance is true freedom and release from the world.
Beyond sloth and desire, anger and pain.
His body and his senses serve him,
And his Way of life is the love of the Name.

Indescribable joy is the food which he eats.
He ever leans on the staff of Truth.
His mood is one of contemplation.
He practices the yoga of God’s meditation.

He stills his ego and sings the Lord’s praise.
He reflects on the essence of All … night and day.
He sits in the fearless, timeless place,
And loves to gaze on the playful Lord’s face.




Friday, February 08, 2008

Cryin’ for .................................you

I gave you all the love I got I gave you more than I could give
Gave you love I gave you all that I had inside
and you took my love

You took my love

Didn’t I tell you what I believe Did somebody say that
A love like ours won’t last Didn’t I give you all that I got to
Give, babe

I gave you all the love I got I gave you more than I could give
I Gave you love
I gave you all that I had inside And you took my love
You took my love

I keep tryin’ I keep tryin’ for you
There’s nothin’ like you and I
Baby

This is no ordinary love No ordinary love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love

When you came my way You brightened every day
With your sweet smile

Didn’t I tell you what I believe Did somebody say that
A love like ours won’t last Didn’t I give you all that I got to
Give, baby

This is no ordinary love No ordinary love
This is no ordinary love No ordinary love

I keep tryin’
I keep tryin’
I keep tryin’ for you
There’s nothin’ like you and I
Baby

This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love

Keep cryin’ for you
Keep tryin’ for you
Keep cryin’ for you

Keep cryin’ for you
Keep tryin’ for you
Keep cryin’ for you

Keep cryin’ for you
Keep tryin’ for you
Keep cryin’ for you

Keep cryin’ for you
Keep tryin’ for you
Keep cryin’ for you

Thursday, February 07, 2008

Mera dil moda de................................!

Jo tu akhiyon ke samne nahin rehna to biba mera dil moda de

bechain dil mein tadap thi tumhari
mere sapnon mein bhi jhalak thi tumhari
jo to dil ko sukoon nahin dena to biba mera dil moda de
jo tu akhiyon ke samne nahin rehna to biba mera dil moda de

tere intazaar mein main bhatakta raha
umra bhar tujhe hi mein dhoondatha raha
jo tu mujhe tera apna nahi kehna to biba mera dil moda de
jo tu akhiyon ke samne nahin rehna to biba mera dil moda de

kadvat badlo tere intezaar mein
zindari ho zindari hu hai behaal tere intezaar mein
jo tu mere haal nu nahi samaj naa to biba mera dil moda de
jo tu mujhe tera apna nahin kehna to biba mera dil moda de
jo tu akhiyon ke samne nahin rehna to biba mera dil moda de

sajde kiye hai ji maine tere naam ke
aaj saamne hai to apna banaade
jo tu mujhe tera apna nahin kehna to biba mera dil moda de
jo tu akhiyon ke samne nahin rehna to biba mera dil moda de

Monday, February 04, 2008

Aloneness is the first lesson of Love..........................!

Without the other we don't know who we are, we lose our identity. The other becomes a mirror and we can see our faces in it. Without the other we are suddenly thrown to ourselves.

We are greatly inconvenienced because we don't know who we are when we are alone. With the other, things are clear, defined. We know the name, we know the form, we know the person — Sikh,Hindu, Christian, Indian, American — there are some ways to define the other How to define yourself?

Deep down there is an abyss... indefinable emptiness. You start merging into that. It creates fear. You become frightened.

You want to rush towards the other. The other helps you to remain out. When there is nobody you are simply left with your emptiness.

Nobody wants to be alone. The greatest fear in the world is to be left alone. People do a thousand and one things just not to be left alone. You imitate your neighbours so you are just like them.

You lose your individuality, you lose your uniqueness, you just become imitators, because otherwise, you will be left alone.

You become part of a crowd, an organisation. Somehow you want to merge with a crowd where you can feel at ease, so that you are not alone.

To be alone is really the greatest miracle. That means now you don't belong to any church or organisation, you don't belong to any theology or ideology — socialist, communist, fascist, SIkh,Hindu, Christian, Jain, Buddhist — you don't belong, you simply are.

And you have learnt how to love your indefinable, ineffable reality. You have come to know how to be with yourself.

Loneliness is absence of the other. Aloneness is the presence of oneself. Aloneness is very positive. It is an overflowing presence.

You are so full of presence that you can fill the whole universe with your presence and there is no need for anybody.

If the whole world disappears this Zen master will not miss anything; he will be as happy as ever. He will love that tremendous emptiness, this pure infinity.

He will not miss anything because he has arrived home. He knows that he himself is enough unto himself.

This does not mean that a man who has become enlightened and has come home does not live with others. In fact, only he is capable of being with others.

Because he is capable of being with himself he becomes capable of being with others. If you are not capable of being with yourself, how can you be capable of being with others?

A man who loves his aloneness is capable of love, and a man who feels loneliness is incapable of love. A man who is happy with himself is full of love, flowing.

He does not need anybody's love, hence he can give. When we are in need how can we give? We are a beggar. And when we can give, much love comes towards us.

It is a natural response. The first lesson of love is to learn how to be alone. Try it, to have the feel. Just
sit alone sometimes. That's what meditation is all about — just sitting alone thinking of God.

If you start feeling lonely then there is something missing in your being, then you have not been able yet to understand who you are.

Then go deeper into this loneliness until you come to a layer when suddenly loneliness transforms itself into aloneness. Loneliness is the negative aspect of aloneness.

If you go deeper into it one moment is bound to come when suddenly you will start feeling the positive aspect of it.

Because both aspects are always together.

Dreaming big for someone else....................................!

We all want peace: peace of mind, peace in the family and community, between countries, peace with our environment. There is scarcely anyone who does not yearn for peace. But how many of us are prepared to pay the price of peace, love?

We need to love each other; have compassion and be prepared to sacrifice for one another and work for togetherness and peace. Love and peace will see all people united by the bonds of brotherhood, moving onward, forward, Godward.

Godward, i say. For God and religion cannot and ought not to be kept out of this vision, even though people tend to discredit religion these days. For it is not religion that has failed us, it is we who have failed religion. We only speak of religion, we do not bear witness to it in deeds of daily living, to the teachings of the great prophets. It is life that is needed, not words.

You may recite prayers, chant hymns and sing songs of praise; you may read from the scriptures and frequent places of worship but if you do not imbibe at least some of the wisdom, are you any better than a tape recorder? You may write wonderful commentaries on any other world scriptures, but if you do not reflect the wisdom of these scriptures in word and action, how are you any better than a desktop printer?

"Blessed are the peacemakers", said Jesus. The world today needs peacemakers, not those who merely talk of peace but those who carry peace within and transmit it to those around them.

Let me share with you a story of selfless love. A businessman came out of his office in a high rise commercial centre and crossed the street to get into his saloon car. His chauffeur was holding the door open for him. The man was about to get in when his saw a little boy gazing wistfully at the gleaming automobile.

Moved, the man said to the boy, "Would you like to come for a drive with me?" The child's eyes lit up with excitement and he said: "Thank you sir! I would love nothing better!" And off they went, the man and the boy, seated comfortably at the rear and the chauffeur at the wheel, unable to believe what was happening.

"How much did this car cost?"the boy blurted out, his eyes wide open with wonder. "Er... i don't know", said the man, flushed with embarrassment. "You see, it was a gift from my older brother". "How lucky you are to have such a brother!" exclaimed the boy.

"Where would you like to go?" asked the man, after a while. "I'll get dropped home", said the boy eagerly. "We live close by, in a hutment near the station".

Soon they reached the station. The car stopped in front of the sprawling slum. The boy turned to the man eagerly and said, "Sir, could you wait here for just a few minutes?" The man nodded. The boy got down from the car and vanished into the slum. But he was back in a few minutes and in his arms he carried a severely disabled child.

"Look, Chhotu, look! This is the big beautiful car that sahib's bhaiya gifted him", the boy told the child. "I wish to be like that brother! Then i could buy you such a car when you grow up!"

The boy waved goodbye and the car moved away. Inside the plush car the rich businessman sat in stupefied silence. At long last he said to the chauffeur, "He did not want a car like this for himself. He wanted to give it to his brother!"

True love is selfless. And such love can bring about lasting peace.

Pehli ...................... Nazar......................

Pehli nazar mein Kaise jaado kar diya
Tera ban baita hai Mera jiya

Jaane kya hoga Kya hoga kya pata
Is pal ko milke Aa jee le zara


Mein hoon yahan Tu hai yahan

Meri bahon mein aa Aa bhi ja

O jaan-e-jaan Dono jahan
Meri bahon mein aa Bhool Ja

Baby i love u
Baby i love u
Baby i love u
Baby i love u

so more

Baby i love u
O i love u
I love u
I love u so more

baby i love u

Har dua mein shamil tera pyaar hai
Bin tere lamha bhi dushwar hai
Dhadhkon ko tujhe se hi darkarr hai
Tujhse hai rahtein Tujhse hai chahtein

Tu jo mili ek din mujhe
Mein kahin ho gaya lapata


O jaan-e-jaan Dono jahan
Meri bahon mein aa Bhool Ja

Kar diya Deewana Dard-e-Kash ne
Chain cheena Isqh ke ehsaas ne
Bekhayali di hai Tere pyaas ne
Chaya suroor hai Kuch to zaroor hai

Yeh dooriyan Jeene na de
Hal mera tujhe na pata

O jaan-e-jaan Dono jahan
Meri bahon mein aa Bhool Ja ha a

Baby i love u
Baby i love u Baby i love u

so more

Baby i love u

uuh i love u

I love u

baby i love u
I love u u u u u

Saturday, February 02, 2008

L0Ve mE.....................................................

Love me tender, love me sweet
Never let me go
You have made my life complete
And I love you so

Love me tender, love me true
All my dreams fulfil
For, my darling I love you
And I always will.

Love me tender, love me dear
Tell me you are mine
I'll be yours through all the years
'Till the end of time

Love me tender, love me true
All my dreams fulfil
For, my darling I love you
And I always will

Love me tender, love me true
All my dreams fulfil
For, my darling I love you
And I always will
Always will

That somebody's me........................................!


You, do you remember me?,
Like, I remember you?
Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?,
Cause I, I walk the streets alone,
I hate being on my own, and everyone can see that,
I really fell, and I'm going through hell.



Thinking about you with somebody else.

Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you it's lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me. yeaa...

How, how did we go wrong?
It was so good, and now it's gone,
And I pray at night, that our path's soon will cross.
What we had, isn't lost.
Cause you are always right here in my thoughts..

Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.

Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody can't breathe, without you it's lonely.
Somebody hopes that someday you will see,
That somebody's me. Oh yeah...

You will always be in my life, even if im not in your life.
Cause you're in my memory...

You, when you remember me?...
And before you set me free, oh listen please...


Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you it's lonely.
Somebody hopes that someday you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me.
Somebody's me...
That somebody's me...
That somebody's me...
Oh yeah...

Afraid.....................................................................

When I first saw u

I was afraid to talk to u

when I talked to u

I was afraid to know u

when I knew u

I was afraid to kiss u

when I kissed u

I was afraid to love u

and now that I love u

I am afraid to lose u